Princess Perks

Before I start my usual happy babble about my wonderful call last night I would like to make a pervert service announcement. This is my first Christmas with MsGrace so I'm still learning the ropes, anyway here goes.

During the Christmas season MsGrace gets very, very busy in the RealWorld. The last two weeks before the "blessed event" are the most stressful for Her, in this case I'd swag it at December 11 - December 25th with the worst week for Her being the 18th of December through the 25th (or next week). So she drops a little out of sight on the playground.

We pets and fans spend a fair amount of time wondering, "How can I help MsGrace?" Well billy thinks the following might really help Her out during next week:

• Use your "inside voice" even when on the playground
• Understand that She probably won't reply to an IM, email or comment in your blog during this time
• She won't be taking as many calls during this time

So of the fifty-two weeks in the year MsGrace needs two in particular where she would (I think) appreciate a little understanding from us. So during this time if I hear Her call out, "billy can you come over here for a second?" I will be there front and center on my best behavior, shirt tucked in and room picked up. Why? Because of the respect thing. She doesn't need any static next week and I don't want to give her any.

So, if you really want to help out keep the above in mind. My two cents, and like I've noted before this is my first Christmas in paradise so as I'm learning more about MsGrace in typical fashion for Her she just might log more hours next week than she normally would in a typical week. She's wonderfully contradictory that way ::smile:: but if she doesn't keep the above in minds.

So billy, how did you gain this wisdom?

In the usual billy fashion of doing something sorta stupid and loosing sight of the big picture. On Friday morning I sent an email full of a bunch of whiny crap and one particular line in particular about our connection. That I hadn't been feeling it for the last few days and that I was terrified.

I spent the rest of the day with an I'm window open pouring my dark feelings into jem's psyche ("I don't know jem, I've got a bad feeling about this" and jem replying back "would you just relax, she really does like you"). Well after a fantastic call with MsGrace and a good nights sleep I figure the following occurred. I wasn't "feeling" the connection because MsGrace was so incredibly busy in the RealWorld but it was there and quite healthy. I know for a fact the connection was in absolutely fine shape because I was feeling an irritated Princess through it the rest of the day and not being able to quite put my finger on that because I hadn't ever experienced irritated Princess through it before.

So a little earlier than normal my IM window opens and it's Princess. I drop everything and begin chatting. Effectively it boils down to this, MsGrace sits me down in a chair and reads me the riot act, billy you have got to cut this endless questioning of our relationship, particularly during these two weeks. She's right and we're both going back and forth as friends but we're both pretty new to each other and our friendship is a little fragile at the moment so we're being cautious. The bottom line is that we worked through it and we're better for it. Not that I intend to strengthen our relationship by constantly fucking up, there are better ways to build a friendship than that path, like building one by not fucking up :-)

Then we get to the, um, sex part of the call and I get a nice long kiss and when I wake up I have this collar on my neck, it's pink and pretty and oh so comfortable. It's been there for awhile but I'm noticing it more now. I think it's jem's metaphor for "the connection." For me I think it's a little different. I'm beginning to feel increasingly possessed. Oh yes indeed I am Hers, She owns my ass, it's Her cock, Her soul, Her billy, Her pet. What I'm trying to say is that I'm growing increasingly to believe it. To trust that it isn't gonna evaporate tomorrow. This is a very good thing because once I work through this (which in my opinion takes time) I'm home free.

I love this feeling. I'm so happy!

So what the fuck does this have to do with the title of the blog entry billy? Oh yeah, the perks. As a pet you get some really nice perks and I always notice them MsGrace and I always appreciate them. As examples I'll toss out three real quick in no particular order

• MsGrace took Her time during these hectic weeks for Her to make an MP3 for jem and I on our TracerBulletBilly case.
• MsGrace gave an incredibly cool shout out to my blog during her last TeaseTime, URL and all!
• MsGrace, initially irritated but even before that, scheduled time with me last night for a call and this was not the best time for Her.

Being Her pet is the best. Getting these "perks" makes it even better but MsGrace I hope you know that I will never take them for granted and that I so deeply appreciate them and recognize them for what they are!

You wuuuuved me long time last night MsGrace!

::billy scuffs the dirt in front of him and blushes hard::

Thank You MsGrace!
Your billy